For You alone my soul waits in silence …
In the Silence rests my freedom and
My guidance;
You are the Heart of my heart
My refuge is in the Silence …
Trust in Love at all times, O my people;
Pour out your heart to the Beloved …
Let Silence be a refuge for you.
Selah
(From Psalm 62, poetic version by Nan C. Merrill)
Selah –
In the Psalms we often hear this word, Selah.
It is a mysterious word, no one knows its precise meaning,
And no translator of the scriptures dares to touch it.
They leave it to us to speak the sounds of this Ancient Hebrew word,
Or to pass over it in silence
– Selah.
The meaning of this word is unknown,
But there is a good theory to its function:
It is a musical direction.
The Psalms are sung prayers
Supported by rhythm and simple droning melodies.
Selah is a note to the musicians, telling them
To Pause.
Selah
Selah is a breath between phrases
Selah is a rest between tones
Selah is a lift of the pen between letters,
A dip of the brush between strokes of color.
Selah is the pause that gives birth to rhythm
Selah is the deadfall that feeds new seed
Selah marks the pulse that animate the universe
The oscillation of all that radiates
Sound & light
Electro-magnatism
All that vibrates through the void
dancing through the dazzling weave of atoms
& molecules
Cells
Organisms
Ecosystems
Selah joins our prayer with the prayer of Creation
When Moses dared ask the blazing revelation of the Divine
How on earth he could use words to speak of the Holy Being of all Beings
The response was no word, but the origin of all words
A tremendous breath
Y H W H
To evoke The Divine, we are to
Breathe in
& breathe out
Contract
& expand
Tense
& release
Vibrate with the cycles by which life pulses and sounds
Diminishes
& dies
& rises anew
Selah
In the beginning
When Elohim – YHWH creates the heavens and the earth,
The earth is formless and void
Darkness covers the face of the deep.
In the beginning
A wind from Elohim wings over the waters
The ripples growing into a sound
The pulses pitching into a radiance.
There is light,
This is good.
Selah
And with light there is darkness
With sound, silence.
That great first breath
sets in motion the pulses of opposites
necessary for the forces of creativity
That issue from the Source of all being.
The song of the transcendent Creator
brings forth
Dazzling forms in doubles and shadows
Fresh lifeways glorying in God-given vitality
Great multitudes of being
Giving birth to great multitudes of being
Rising, falling,
Uniting, dividing,
Dancing, dying
Multiplying through the kaleidoscopic wheeling
Of generations upon generations.
And it is good.
Selah
With this pulsing torrent of existence
Churning on with a ceaseless flow
Elohim YHWHW rests
Rests
And abides
Rests and abides in the beauty
of such abounding vitality.
And it is good.
This is Sabbath
The in-breath
Of the Creator
After the tremendous outbreath
that gives birth to the universe.
The Sabbath pause
Is the beat God takes
To set the rhythm of creation.
Selah
And so are we to keep Sabbath.
So are we to remember the Sabbath and keep it holy.
So are we to breathe out and breathe in
And abide in what is.
Know that it is good.
Be still.
And rest,
Rest in the silence.
For in the silence we can draw near
To the immense source of all being
The holy wellspring
Of the very rhythms of existence.
Selah
Oh, how we get dazzled and distracted and dazed
In our wild lives through this wild world
We can get fraught and frightened
We can mistake our little selves
And the little things to which we cling
To be all there is and all that can be.
We can take ourselves to be the measure of all things.
Petty gods over petty fiefdoms where we try to control life and death
But as the Psalm we heard sings …
Being of low estate is but a sigh,
Being of high estate is misleading;
In the balance, either high or low,
It is of little consequence –
They are gone in one breath.
Or as Psalm 46 sings:
Come, behold the works of the Supreme One;
see what desolations God has brought on the earth.
God makes wars cease to the end of the earth;
God breaks the bow, and shatters the spear;
God burns the shields with fire.
‘Be still, and know that I am God!
Be still and know.
Selah
So let us remember the Sabbath and keep it holy
For the pauses between things are holy
The moments when one form passes away
To give rise to the next
The Sabbath spaces
Suspended between
When all things
Once again are possible
The grave is empty
The rock rolled away
With Christ we have died
With Christ we arise
Resurrected
People of the Jubilee
Breathing free
In the peace of Christ that surpasses understanding
Selah
“In the Silence rests my freedom and
My guidance;
You are the Heart of my heart
My refuge is in the Silence.”
Selah, Selah
Thanks be to God
(Delivered Sunday, August 14, 2022, by Rev. Nathaniel Mahlberg at the United Church of Valley Forge)
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